There are times in blog land that I feel so inadequate that I want to erase my blogs, and quit crafting altogether. There is so much talent being shared that I in no way come close to, that rather than be inspired to try something new, which is the norm for me, I go the other way and want to throw in the towel, knowing I will never be that good. Create my own pattern, good enough to share? Not likely. At least that is how I feel today. And sometimes, and this is the worst, is when I come across a pattern very, very similar to something in my head. But now I can't do it because, well, that would be copying wouldn't it. I am annoyed that someone executed where I didn't and succeeded. It's a very selfish and nasty feeling.It's a horrible feeling. And it makes me want to quit. Ugh. I am not a good writer either. I just blog mostly for journaling's sake, but I do love to have followers who read and enjoy my blog. So when I go to blogs that are as old as mine or even younger and they have like 50+ followers and comments out the wazoo, it is a big ego buster.
So there you have it. Whah whah whah. I need some chocolate now, don't you?
Thanks for listening.